Depressing Party:(

I went to this party on the weekend.
I was sooo pumped to go hang with my friends. So I arrived there and decided to order pizza... so me lisa and david walked to sammys. David had to come with us because he is a "man" and he could protect us from rapists lol but we made fun of him because he would run away screaming like a little girl. So we got back to the house ate our pizza then decided to play twister... i got second ... lost to david.

I had a crush on my bud Matty and naturally i wanted him to come. So he showed up around 9 and went to but the booze and we played socialbles... i got a truth card ... they asked me who i liked so i said i wasnt drunk enough to tell yet... so my friend ash pretty much spelled it out that it was matt. And then she was dancing with him and sitting on his lap. Some friend eh lol (we are cool now)

Anywayz I went into a room and started balling. Brad came in and attempted to comfort me. Then 3 other friends showed up and i felt better. They all left and i went out and saw them dancing then ran back to the room. David followed me... we talked for a bit and hugged for a while he made me feel sooo much better.

Then i cant really remember what went down but some people left. Then a little later... Lisa and matt were laying on the couch together... this is one of the people who was comforting me and telling me that ash couldnt control herself.... humm somethings wrong with this picture... so once again me and david had to go talk....

He assured me it was matt not lisa. He told me to follow my heart. I better give u some background info... i was madly infatuated with david for years. And he liked me too at some point but didnt tell me. Most recently he started dating a girl who i didnt really know and had only spoken to like 2wice. Some how he got the idea from an ex-girlfriend that i was trying to break them up... which i wasnt cuz thats gay... so we didnt speak for about 5 months without yelling... so we started speaking about 2 ish months ago. Which was a big thing considering he was one of my best friends at one point. So at the party he tells me that he regrets not following his heart when we liked eachother he didnt because he cared about me too much and didnt want to do what matt was doing to me at that minute. So i was like okay what am i to do with that. lol The whole time he dad his hands on my back and leg. He gave me the nicest hugs ever.. even better than mattys and his are amazing. So i was pleased that me and david can be friends again. Also i am confused as to what to do about matty considering hes my graduation escort. lol
im in a predicament. David said he would be my escort if i couldnt find anyone else. but i dunno if that would work but whatever lol

im tired and dont wanna type anymore
thats my most recent story... it better when i tell it in person cuz i do actions lol

Luv you
Bailz